Spring Break is OVER!

Thank you Lord! I mean I love my kids I really do and if they weren't always fighting or crying over silly things I could never get enough time with them. But sometimes enough is enough. lol! Especially thanks to the rain for keeping us all trapped indoors last week.

I was very grateful for things to return to our new norm. They were happy too! They missed their friends and their daily routines.

Well let's see I said I would try to write weekly but it's hard if nothing is going on. The rain kept us indoors and bored. We watched movies and the girls played (by played I mean fought). We spring cleaned and on Friday I met up with my sort of new friend Jessica. I mean we have known each other on facebook for over a year or 2 but never really just hung out. So we took the kids to lunch and the park. Then to Sonic for slushes. They had a good time. Poor Jessica and I trying to keep our eyes on 7 kids at the park though haha wore us out.

Saturday I went to my dads because he gave me some money to get some things for the kids for Easter since Blaine still isn't getting paid. Also needed some things for the house like cat litter and such. Glad he is willing to help out even if he did complain! haha. I just wanted to have a few things for the kids buckets besides candy. Wal-mart had SEVERAL things for just $1!!! I didn't get to get them new Easter dresses this year, but luckily the ones I bought them last year still fit so they can wear those to church.

My dad has also told Bryceton he would take him fishing so Bryceton stayed the night there and the girls and I did our grocery and household shopping. VERY hard still because those 3 are the worst behaved but I figured if I have to do it on my own and no one to help then I better just suck it up and do it. The people staring at the mom pushing a cart with 3 girls hanging off it in some way will just have to get over it.

Speaking of at the checkout one day this guy I mean he had to be a kid, like 18, saw the kids all going nuts and was like wow I feel so sorry for you and I was like yeah I know. Then he goes and I don't see a ring, so I really feel bad for you! SHUT the front door this kid did not just say that! I have a BAD habit of leaving my wedding ring home. It always scratches the kids or pinches when I carry a lot of groceries so sometimes I just leave it...I thought that was a pretty rude assumption lol but whatever.

So that about sums up our week. Looking forward to the next couple of weeks because Blaine is in Missouri now getting ready to take his CDL. Once he passes that he will start getting paid! Also I should have just a tiny bit of school money coming in in a few weeks. Not much since I am almost maxed out and since the "semesters" are 6 weeks here but enough that I am thinking of taking the kids to Tulsa for a weekend get a way and a zoo trip. I may have to recruit some help though lol.

Otherwise I have been pretty much keeping to myself in the house. I just feel really down and depressed and don't really want to talk to anyone. I feel very disappointed with how things are going I honestly thought I would have more help or people visiting but it's been the worst and loneliest month of my life so again I feel like if this is how it's going to be then I just need to get used to it now. If I am alone and made it through the hardest part (the first few weeks) then I can be alone and make it through the rest. I just hope it hurries because I miss him so much.

So that is about it I guess!! See you all next week and have a great week!