It's Been a While....

Well ladies and probably only ladies, it’s been a little while since I have really updated. The only thing going on is that we are way behind on bills because Robert is over $1000 behind in child support. When he doesn’t pay, we have to pick up the slack and with Blaine’s job there just isn’t enough money to stretch to all the bills. Our credit cards are way maxed out and keep getting late fees and over the limit fees because I feel that having water or electricity is more important than paying them. Our satellite is shut off and our phones will be next. All because he can’t pay his part. We can’t ask Blaine’s grandma any more. I know she would help us but she has just done too much and it isn’t fair for her to have to help us our because that jerk can’t get and keep a decent job. I hate him so much right now. I really do. He only cares about himself and that is just crap. 

He sent me an email after over 6 months of not contacting me to see Kadence or even ask how she is doing. And he goes on and on about how he is trying not to loose his house. Well what about us? Without the car Blaine can’t get to work. The van has been broke down ever since Sears "fixed" it....It was fine before and they touch it and now the air conditioner doesn’t work and it dies while driving down the road.  We keep having to take out pay day advances to keep things from getting shut off which just costs us more money because they charge a $50 fee, but what can we do? We have to have water and electricity, the girls need diapers, and the baby need formula. 


Blaines birthday is in 3 weeks and we won’t even have money to go eat unless by some miracle Robert starts paying his child support and extra to make up what he is behind. But I have seen he is logged on his myspace everyday, so he can’t be driving a truck sitting at a computer desk. His mother sent a note yesterday via certified mail asking to see Kadence the week of Thanksgiving....TOO BAD! She didn’t even contact me to ask how she was or anything in over 8 months! Forget them if they think they can be in Kadence’s life when it is convenient for them. Not gonna happen.