Finally a Break!

Well I haven’t wrote anything since my birthday. Like I said it was ok. The Fair though, man it just wasn’t all I had hoped it would be. We spent more money than we had, which in reality we didn’t even have the money to go but I had been so excited for so long I said screw it. I ended up messing us on our bills a little. Michael had said he was going to take Bryceton and Madison so Blaine and I thought we would take Kadence. When I told Michael we were taking Kadence after he picked up Bryceton and Madison he gets all "I didn’t say I was taking them. I have more IMPORTANT things to do then waste my time at the fair." The kids had been so excited to go and I could have bought a huge family pack in advance for really cheap and we could have all went if I had known he was going to act like that. 

He is such a jerk I swear. So we didn’t even take Kadence because that wouldn’t be right and we didn’t have the money for all 3. Things have been kinda "EH" around here. Blaine and I haven’t been fighting which is good, but we really haven’t been doing much of anything. He plays on here, I watch tv or read. He watches tv or plays xbox, I am on here. We have played xbox together a lot, but that’s about it. And I only like a few games and he usually don’t want to play those.

Kadence’s birthday is the 19th and her party is in TWO weeks. I have been freaking out because not only are we still a little behind on bills, Robert hasn’t been paying all the child support he is supposed to. He has to pay 141 weekly and since he is still behind he has to pay 10% extra. That’s about $155 a week I SHOULD get. Last week it was only $120 and this week it was $46. It ticks me off. I noticed he has been on his myspace a lot. So he can afford to be on line, and he has access online, BUT he can’t afford to help support his daughter, and he can’t try to send an email? Which I am glad he hasn’t tried to contact me because in the long run, the more time he goes without contact the more likely the judge is going to let him see her OR take her to Ohio.

Anyway I got off track. I was stressing wondering how I was going to pull the party supplies money out of thin air, especially since I can’t rely on the child support. WHEN I found out we were getting some money. I don’t want to say how or where for my own reasons just yet, but I will at income tax. So that money was enough to get caught up on our car, pay this months house and electric bill, and order Kadence’s party stuff. So what a big relief right? We still need to be caught up on credit cards, internet, phone and satellite, but that will come with either Blaine’s next check or child support. I was happy to just have those things done, even though we were broke again. I thanked God so much. So much pressure and stress, He lifted off me. I decided I deserved some Cookies n Cream Ice cream from Braums. I was being a pig so I went in to get a gallon or whatever it is. When I was looking in the freezer this lady says, "Excuse me, hey is this yours?" I looked to see she was picking up money off the ground. I thought it was so I said "OH! YES! Thank you." Stuffed it in my pocket, bought my ice cream and left. When I got in the car I looked at the bill. Guess what it was? $100 baby! That will get us some food and gas until next week. What a blessing. Woot Woooot.

Oh and Isabella is starting to hold her own bottle finally. That is always such a relief!

How are you all? What is new with you? I hope you have a great weekend, I am going to be lazy all weekend.