Bad Day

So much time so little to say. First I want to say Happy Birthday to my momma. Today she would have been 43. But as you all know, I lost her a year ago tomorrow. It will be a tough day for me. I took her some roses and carnations today. I cried, and cried. Then I came home and I cooked dinner, and went to take my first bite, and BOOM I dropped my entire plate in the floor, face down . So yeah. Then Blaine adds to it by telling me he is going to some guy's house after work. Of all nights to go, when I need him most to just come home and hold me, he's not there. So whatever. If that is more important than me and what I am going through he can have it.

I do however have some good news. Seems studying does indeed pay off. I made a 98% on my medical terminology test today. YEP I only missed one question. So go me! I just hope I do that good all year and in all my other classes. I'll know my math test score tomorrow...so yay on that if it's good. Hmmm what else? We got a new Blazer, well not new, but new to us. My birfday is coming up. I wanna go out to a big club and dance. Problem is there isn't a big club around here, so I am thinking Tulsa or Little Rock. Sadly I believe Tulsa is closer. But I don't know if we will have the money right then.

When Michael gets back from over seas, Blaine and I are going to Tulsa for a whole weekend, and getting a room with a hot tub, and going to the IMAX theater, the museum, and the mall, and I plan on shopping till I cant walk any more! I am so excited about this. Well that's about it.